"It happens, and I wish it didn't, but that's life, isn't it?"

             It’s warmer out today than it has been lately, the tree’s leaves growing back in greener and fuller then last year. Spring always was her favorite time of year. The clock ticks in the background, reminding her of the fact he was running late. Normally he would have called and starts to fear the worst. Deciding to wait a bit longer, even though she can’t see anyone even driving up the street, the driveway stays empty. She called her friends first, maybe they knew what was up but no one has seen him today. Now she is worried something is wrong. Sitting down at the table near the window she watched the road again hoping to spot him. A few leaves blow across the street squirrels running up and down trees and birds singing, but no car. The ringing of the phone breaks through the silence startling her. What she heard when she answered is not what she was hoping for. A calm but slightly frazzled sounding voice spoke over the line telling something has happens and she needs to hurry.

The drive was quiet, her radio turned off because even the sound of the DJ was making her sad. Crying would only hinder her driving. Not even taking the time to check her car is locked, she hurried up to the front desk. The nurse gave her a sad smile, before leading her through an endless maze of hallways. The nurse is speaking, something about and accident, but she can’t make sense of the other women’s voice. Her chin quivers slightly as she walked into the room and tried to look strong. The nurse leaves them be and goes to sit by his bed side, griping his hand almost a little too tight. They talk, and talk for what seems like forever. Are they going to have two or three kids? A big house or a small one? She says they need a garden and he agrees.  

Time is running out and she knows it. Suddenly an idea pops into her heads and kissing him on the forehead she hurries’ to get the nurse. She asks if they can bring up the chaplain, and then goes to the married couple next door. Her eyes are watered down as she asks if she can borrow their rings for a moment. They agreed, and her eyes shine. Everyone laughed, and talked and just had a good time. She looked into his eyes, hand gripping his and started on her vows.

She finished her vows but the beeps are getting too slow, his voice is almost too low. Time is against them but he still has one last thing. The chaplain moves everyone back to give them some privacy. He smiles at her, eyes half shut and hand losing its grip. I love you forever; please just remember even if I’m not there, that I will love you forever and always.

Beep…

Beep……

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If I had two boys what would I name them?

Jensen Ackles: Jared Padalecki: Misha Collins

                If and when I have 2 or 3 boys, I will name them: Samuel David, Joshua Paul, and Logan Daniel. I can already picture them in the future too, like in the morning before school when everyone is rushing. I can hear my own voice shouting from the kitchen for them to come eat breakfast. Telling the youngest to put his toys away, having the oldest watch his brothers for a moment because mommy has to grab something. Getting everyone in the car and buckled in. Walking the youngest to kindergarten because he doesn’t want to leave mommy yet and is afraid no one will like him. The other two go on their own because they are big kids now and don’t need mommy’s help. Picking them up after school and hearing about all the new exciting things they did, Asking if they have homework tonight, and if they do then finish it before playing with toys. They all sit at the kitchen table and might have to ask mommy for help. The oldest helping with dinner while the other two come up with wild ideas and fun adventures. Tucking the tired three into bed and telling them a story, maybe one of mommy’s new ideas to see if they like it. I look forward to have kids in the future but it will have to wait until I have a stable job and living.

I just needed three boys and these are my fav~ :)

12 People:

12 people you'd like to give gifts to and 2 possible gifts you might give each

1)      Dad

a)      Tickets to a Notre Dame Football Game

b)      A new car

2)      Nene

a)      A few jackets

b)      A new oven

3)      Dallas

a)      Xbox Points

b)      A new games

4)      Pops

a)      New Tools

b)      Some tickets to a football game

5)      Courtney

a)      Dance related stuff

b)      Itunes cards

6)      Holly

a)      Horse related stuff

b)      Green Day stuff

7)      Morgan

a)      The golden Phone

b)      Cool shirts

8)      Zach

a)      A brain (Loljk)

b)      Northface Jacket

9)      Ally

a)      Doll related stuff

b)      Puppy related stuff

10)   Caity

a)      Hello kitty

b)      Rap stuff

11)   Mariah

a)      A photo album of Ronnie

b)      Josh Hugherson

12)   Me!

a)      A trip around the world

b)      To meet Carrie Underwood

12 Memories;

1.       The last day of school last year in the choir classroom. We took a bunch of funny pictures.
 

2.       Math class last year, first semester. Again we took funny pictures and just had fun together.
 

3.       History with Kinzie and Heather was hilarious and we never really got that much work done but it was fun.

 

4.       Freshman year choir concert with Holly and Caroline. We spent a good ten minutes just talking and taking pictures.

 

5.       Halloween in freshman year when Jessica decided to draw the Harry Potter scar on my face.

 

6.       The summer of 2011 At the Harry Potter Premier with Caity was so much fun. We took a ton of pictures with people dressed up.

 

7.       The last day of eight grade was fun and sad. We took a lot of funny and memorable pictures.
 

8.       January in 2011 at a cheer competition was a lot of fun. I loved that team so much and I miss everyone on it.

 

9.       Also in January of 2011, I broke my wrist so I just stood around in practices but it was still fun.
 

10.   For my friend Caity’s birthday in 2010 we had a scavenger hunt around the mall and my group was Sam and Jenna.

 

11.   August in 2010, the Eight grade cheer team won two gold ribbons. I wasn’t on the team but I was manager. It was a lot of fun.

12.   My friend Kayley’s party in 2009 was a blast. It was a pool party and so much fun. I miss all these memories and I glad I could make them.